I had a good cry last night. I was practically bawling on my sheets. It was tiring and messy. What's with the hiccup and the liquid running from your nose, but at least, it made me feel... lighter.
I started sobbing because I missed my ma. I missed her soothing voice while reciting the Quran. I missed her wisdom words in lecturing me. And the bawling started when I suddenly craved for her paru sambal. I was practically said out loud in between sobs, MAAAAAAA.. ORAAANNGGGG NAK MAKAN PARU SAMBAAALLLLLLL HUUUWWAAAAAAA like that. The image of her paru filled with super duper spicy reddish sambal kept flashing over my head. Cruel I tell you!
Then, when the craving subsided, I started crying for the death of my heart. I missed my heart dearly and deeply. I yearned for the feeling of being alive. I craved for the wanting and needing of someone. Life without heart is ugly.
And yes, there was a slight pang of missing him as I cried my heart out last night.
I was almost running out of my Kleenex when suddenly, I cried again because I was hungry.
Heh.
Ni kalau mak aku tau aku melalak pasal lapar ni confirm kena makan penyapu.
I started sobbing because I missed my ma. I missed her soothing voice while reciting the Quran. I missed her wisdom words in lecturing me. And the bawling started when I suddenly craved for her paru sambal. I was practically said out loud in between sobs, MAAAAAAA.. ORAAANNGGGG NAK MAKAN PARU SAMBAAALLLLLLL HUUUWWAAAAAAA like that. The image of her paru filled with super duper spicy reddish sambal kept flashing over my head. Cruel I tell you!
Then, when the craving subsided, I started crying for the death of my heart. I missed my heart dearly and deeply. I yearned for the feeling of being alive. I craved for the wanting and needing of someone. Life without heart is ugly.
And yes, there was a slight pang of missing him as I cried my heart out last night.
I was almost running out of my Kleenex when suddenly, I cried again because I was hungry.
Heh.
Ni kalau mak aku tau aku melalak pasal lapar ni confirm kena makan penyapu.
5 orang buang masa di GayahLand:
aku pun suka jugak nangis tak pasal2 ni... especially bila dah lama tak nangis rasa mcm kena buang gak air mata tu...mula la saja2 nak ingat cerita sedih.
tapi nangis pasal paru sambal???!!
ko menang la...aku surrender
*pegang trophy diva terkelessss*
Owh.. *dab2 mata*.. i memang dah hagak dah trophy ni akan jadik milik i.. takat IRA tu apa kellessssss... dia diva kucing bole aa kan... oh terima kasih kepada paru sambal mak i... paru, aku akan pulaaannnggggggg!!
*background lagu pulanglah*
rasa nak tampo aku tak ira? hiks.
dejavu.
mebi d tears came sbb pengaruh alkoehemcofcof..lapar pon mebi sbb tu juga.tapi no ffod la in particular.. amazing juga otak mung bole konsentret gak.
hehehe...
I imagine U bawling yr heart out in hunger di siang hari di bulan Ramadhan. Boleh?
toxic - i think its the season of tears lah. and the tears has the mind of its own in deciding apesal aku nak turun mencurah-curah ari nih.
anggerik - penah buat semata-mata nak batalkan pose. nangis banyak2 kan batal gitew.
*matilah nawaitu macam lahar!
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